coulda shoulda woulda but you didnt

First of all this is not only New Year's Eve, but it's also the 100th Post for this blog!!

2010 may have been a year filled with regrets, broken promises and unfulfilled commitments but let this new year be a time where you can work on making yourself a better person. And i mean it. Whether its trying to be more generous or truthful to a person make that effort to become a new you.
My greatest fear of 2010 would have to be
dying that old and lonely woman with 10 cats that end up eating her D=
My most memorable moments of 2010 would have to be
spent with those lovely people at school : camp, class, sport, everything. Thankyou to everyone thats been there for me and carried me forward when I fell down.
My greatest accomplishment
not being scared to talk to strangers =)

Now my foxtel just got unsubscribed so i couldnt watch the victoria's secret fashion show on fox 8 but I just watched the fireworks with Dopes, Rita and two Michael's at Dame Mary Gilmore Reserve on top of a hill. And now I leave you with a few quotes to end the year:
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! MAY IT BE PROSPEROUS!
"A winner makes commitments. A loser makes promises"
"A winner listens. A loser waits until its his time to talk" 



It's time to start doing the things you could'a should'a would'a but DIDNT.

Beached

Now just a random thought to all of you that judge mostly girls that buy expensive stationery. I have this little theory that expensive stationery will obviously make you want to use it more often, hence STUDY. There is a possibility that this may have influenced this year's HSC results where there were ( i think) 2/3 of the 1st in Subjects lists were girls and only 1/3 boys. Food For Thought.

I keep wondering if anyone with a name that is in words eg the name tom is in tomato, tomorrow etc- do you ever get annoyed when people use those words and you continuously hear your name? Or do you just get used to it over time? I can think of so many - like Will has to cope with 'will', 'willing' etc.
And on the topic of names, you guys know how Mr Alder calls me Laura right? On my report, in the 'comment' part, I assume it automatically sets to 'Laura-Jane' but i think he deleted the 'Jane' bit cos he thinks my name is Laura.. =S

Okay guys this whole driving thing is like driving me insane. Everyone's complaining about how next year its 16 and 9 months, well im sorry but can u please STOP cos i cant even get mine. Can't you just wait a little while I mean use public transport-its cheaper and at the rate you'll probably be travelling, its a lot faster. My dad wanted to teach me how to drive and I'm a bit worried about that part cos Malaysian drivers are a bit insane. They travel way too fast and squeeze into the most ridiculous of spaces. And almost every street over there has one lane because double parking is normal. In the car I say slow the heck down cos theres a camera and dad says the camera's for the the cars in the opposite direction. How do you argue with that?

Thought MasH;
OMG LOL Australian idol got cut this year! OWNED. Beach today was awesome but my back is as red as the sunset. I was gona bring a volleyball today but couldnt find the needle so i told Dopes that i cant bring it and at the beach he tells me he has one in his bag ==; WOW i never knew topless tanning was legal D+ Beach photos on FB :D HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBUDDY!

Tongue Twister

Firstly Merry Christmas to everyone! Well on Friday I thought of having lunch with daddy so we ate Shang Food in eastwood OMGOMG why is there no CHICKEN? Do shang's not eat chicken or something? Newais they had these really nice pork buns and when you chew into them all this water comes out ^^ Somebody, come with me to go eat there in the new year! Anyway, since im really poor now due to not being paid, I've decided to sell my old uniforms back to my old schools! Thats IF they give me the money back-or else ill look for someone who's going MLC next year. Private schools have WAY too many uniforms. Im also gona give back one ruse junior dress cos I hardly wore it - due to it being too big and sack-y. So i cleaned out my closet and I'm gona sell some stuff on ebay..they have a 2nd hand section right?

We had a Christmas celebration yesterday OMG you know what happened? Ok i bought myself a 2011 kikki k diary - 1 for myself to use and 1 for my cousin. Then at gift opening time, she buys ME the same thing and i give her the same thing so now i have 2 of the same diaries! Gona give it back and see if i can get something else in exchange..what a coincidence. Ahh ate soo much- and i love that white christmas stuff.Ok so u know how i had braces right-well i thought my teeth still looked crooked and i asked my cousin whos a dentist and apparnetly, if your lips are crooked or uneven, then so will your teeth! Basically your teeth follow the shape of your lips so if you have wonky lips, expect your teeth to be.



The other day, i was watching HIMYM and they were talking about urination. So my dad asks me what that is and he didn't quite say urination properly and it came out something like 'ya-ra-nation'. And i tried to teach him how to say it, so then i had to say urination like a billion times and it became sort of a tongue twister for me. Soon enough, I began to shout it cos it was so frustrating and i went
'UR AN ASIAN!!!!' Then I gave up and explained in chinese.

I also painted this painting cos i felt bored. Hope you like it =)

malaysiaa

hellooo :D
SEASONS GREETINGS :)
i am blogging purely for the purpose thatt --> IM IN AN AIRPORT :D
IF
ahhh its been so long :L
YOU'RE
and they have free net! :D so right now, even though the stupid song about malaysia is still ringing in my head, (fromthe plane ==') IM IN AN AIRPORT and that is all that matters :D
BOTHERED
okay: blogpost from tuesday is here :) alsooo, hopefully i can checklist a few more things while im overseas and being intereting. and NOT IN AUSTRALIA ahahahaha. i laugh at all you common australian-staying commoners :))
TO
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Tuesday, 21st December, 2010. 8:14 pm.
LOOK
sooo since its the hols i have decided to cram a bunch of stuff that i want to do :D a checklist? of sorts i guess :)
and this idea was totally stolen off dayzeroproject.com , which in turn was discovered via monica's pm :)
butttt, SO MANY IDEAS :D and a lot of stuff you kinda want to do cause it sounds cool and fun to do? but you dont really THINK OF. and today i totally ticked three off the list :D
FOR THIS
1. Go To Max Brenner for brunch. ( the next thing i say might sound completely lame to someee) but max brenner brunch-ing is about as sophisticated and cool as it gets :D (for us unsophisticated and cool people :P) so me has and joy walk in, and order waffles with strawberries, bananas, melted chocolate and icecream and ATE IT, whilst talking about random day-to-day stuff meanwhile exclaiming over how cool we were :D lol, quite sure we sounded completely pathetic to anyone who could overhear us. andd now 2 ruse year 9's who were there probably think we're the epitome of uncool-ed-ness. but. WE BRUNHCED. AT. MAX BRENNER. OMIGOD:D lifeee does not get much cooler than that :D checklist: tick :)
MESSAGE
2. Go Gold Class. cause yknow. us day-to-day citizens are THAT rich :P but actually this one was completely un-intended. now i don't know if ive ever actually BEEN gold class before today, but me hasmeera and joyce (me has and joy) went in and saw ASHLEY AND EMILY (who were seeing a movie ;) ) and who recommended tron. so naturally, we go, and line up for tickets. the lady punches in all the stuff - but asks for like twenty something dollars D: and being the complete naive, somewhat easy-to-scam folk that we are, just paid her and walked off thinking we got ripped off. UNTIL. WE were directed to GOLD CLASS.
DUDE. the seats are these soft red couches that are the MOST COMFIEST THING EVER. and the distance between each person is so huge, that you probably needed a microphone to talk to someone two seats next to you - WHICH made it cooler :D and then we spent 10 minutes exclaiming over how cool we were that we SUBCONSCIOUSLY went into gold class (as though gold class was totally meant for us all along :D). soooo checklist: tick :)
THEN
3. this happened quite a few days ago. buttt i 'widened my culinary experience'. the aim here was : eat at an Asian restaurant, with people who know their Asian food and when you can share food. now, i realise this probably happens at every Asian restaurant. (oh and this was Rach's Not-Birthday Day Out - meaning she wasnt allowed to pay for our meal like she stupidly insisted she did :L )and. we ate. at a KOREAN restaurant. and here was i gushing over the .. korean-ness. when i saw. the table. had a METAL HOLE IN IT. and then kerry opens it. and theres a COOKERY THINGY. for MEAT. that you COOK. YOURSELF
I
YOU COOK YOUR OWN FOOD.
whatt-the-coolness you say :D
soo checklist: tick :)
WISH
ps: should also probably apologise to kerry and rach for embarassing them by gushing at the restaurant. and especially rach for singing happy birthday to her, at the top of our lungs, in this partly full, completely silent restaurant full of koreans. birthdays do not get much more embarassing than that >:D
YOU
hey lookie there's a secret message here :D find it the usual way :)
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three ticks on my checklist. :)
and I'm leaving tomorrow
MERRY
leaving for lanka and indiaa :)
CHRISTMAS
fun? kindof.
! *<:o)
depends if you know rich folkkk.
HO HO HO
whiich we do :D
:)
so i might not blog much.
thanks for wasting a minute of your precious time on my stupid message :P happy hols :)
not that i ever blog:/
buttt yes :/
hmm
x.
PS: ive alredy left for overseas by now btw, but i ceebz editing that post.
PPS: sorry for the reaaaaaly long post. i think its the longest ever :L
PPPS: ho ho ho merry christmas :)

Recycling

So I was cleaning my dad's study today, since I sorta use it (cos my room's too crowded)  and I realised that really really old rubber bands, when they're like petrified and cemented onto the desk, look like little worms. They turn out to be hard yellow pieces of noodle and when i was trying to take them off round containers, they just peel away. I also chucked around 50 pens that no longer work and i must say parker pens are a tank of a pen.

Hmm its very distracting when you have a bug in your room that isn't that bad so as to make you run out of the room, but its enough to make you look at it every 10 seconds. See, last night I was reading harry potter and i looked back to see if anyone 'appeared' at my door and i saw this cocroach on the floor. The problem with cocroaches is, they're too big to catch, and obviously to squish. I found the perfect solution! You get a tupperware container and plonk it on top of that cocroach and it will probably run around like a maniac up and down the container but it can't go anywhere! AND for extra protection put a heavy book ontop of the container- you know, just incase it gets all muscoolar and decides to lift it.
And THAT'S when you call Daddy to pick it up and chuck it outside =)

Ok you know all that 17yr old girl with the AFL stars and the nude photo scandal thing? To that girl; can you please just shut the heck up? Aren't you smart enough to realise that not only are you ruining the AFL players' lives, but you're ruining you're own? No one wants to know or respect you, to put it quite plainly, so move on with your life-you're the reason why news is so boring.

Sorry, sounded real mean just then but its really annoying me. I hope somebody feels the same way about her as i do. OOH I found this moschino cheap & chic scarf in my closet and you know how those rich kids tie them around their necks? I tried that and OMG it looks so AWESOME. Hey does anyone reckon Barney from how i met ur mother looks like Gordon Ramsay?!

Tomorrow, i shall post a deeper post. Food For Thought- i love that saying right now.

When you meet me..

Ok you know that whole meeting a new person everyday experience? Well its been kept up so far, pretty well, except I don't like it when it people tell me i look like my mother. I find it really offensive so please dont ever tell me that, it isn't a great way to start the friendship.I reckon its not so great to talk about a person's features when you first meet them. The whole point is to try and figure out who THEY are, not who YOU think they are. And i got real mad when they started to call me Little Wendy ( mum's name) >< Also i'd rather have an awkward silence than talk about the weather. Please, just don't talk about the weather because its always 'AWFUL'. 

thoughtmash:
I had this strange dream last night where I had a six pack- like a real natural six pack. OHMAGOSH it was so awesome so I started dancing. OOFT that beauty ;) I watched Undercover Boss  with the CEO of dominos going undercover and its a really good program-kinda emotional at times too. I started on my painting today, hated it at first, love it now. I drank a whole teapot of T2 tea . I was at Top Ryde City and this guy comes behind my chair and taps the butt part as a dare ARGH.  OH GUESS WHAT? I started reading Harry Potter right, and i found this birthday card in it from my 8th bday!

cause, you know how when you're young, the term 'love' doesnt mean anything :)

DRAMATIC IRONY

A number of things have happened recently and I'd like everyone to have a safe holiday. So if you're coming home late at night, walking along a dark street or have that inkling that a creepy man is following you, hopefully the following will help you!

1) With cars, always notice- brand, make, colour and most importantly, REGISTRATION. Memorise the plate number- its only 6 characters :D
2) If you're on a busy street and a car pulls up, dont worry- there'll be other cars around. If its night time and its secluded, don't be afraid to run across the road at any time (only if its REALLY secluded!). The dodgy car cant do that! Just don't wait for that red man to turn green. It might be an idea to practise sprinting LOL
3) Walk into a shop if you think someone's following you and stay there to call someone/until you think they've disappeared.
4) Girls, you know where to aim if a man grabs hold of you. :D
5) PICK UP KUNG FU +D

I am going Gold Coast these holidays- go theme parks, beaching and shopping! Any suggestions for theme parks? So far, I havent really done much but I'd like to do different things this summer-ill try get away from the usual movie + shopping. The beach, karoke, gym, painting and scrapbooking sound like a much cheaper and more memorable option. Does anyone realise how good the word summer is? Its so beautiful...so anyway, I am going to re-create my room and make it more summery! Start of by fixing that frangipani clock thats been broken for months, then getting rid of the usb sticks and paper clips from my seashell bowl, painting a beach setting on canvas and hanging it,  pinning photos of year 10 onto my sand-coloured thatched pinboard, refilling my thong sticky-note holder and buying a surfboard pencil tray. I'll find many of these things in Gold Coast :)
also, bunnings warehouse sells hammocks for 20 bucks. Must buy. I'll take a pic of these things as I do them.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT
1) How its not the food that makes you full, but the water.
2) How we like taking showers in the morning, when its basically impossible to get dirty when we sleep.
3) How some badass people like to have car registrations that say words. I mean, if you're gonna steal a child, at least have a plate with characters that ISN'T memorable.
4) If the girlfriend sees her boyfriend talking with another girl, she blames the girl, not her boyfriend.
5) How we wouldn't give money to a homeless/ destitute looking person, but we'd happily throw a coin to the well groomed, innocent being.

happy holidays everyone :)

Collide

rightt now 'Collide' by Howie Day is in my head repeating itself again and again and again and again.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

even though the lyrics arent anywhere near close to any kind of situation im in :/ but i guess, the song has a really nostalgic air to it? ad i cant help feeling 2010 went by so fast, but so QUIETLY.

hate how the ruse atmosphere and environment we live in means that we place so much of our self worth on our reports, and our academic standing. like i said to monica - theres GOT to be more to life that math D: and while that doesn't really cover the scope of the point im trying to make - everyone always gets so DEPRESSED when we get reports back:( though, admiteddly, this year wasnt as bad as last year. but like - everyone seems to always do 'okay'. there was noone HAPPY, noone thirlled noone truly SATISFIED i guess with their mark. i think ruse means you set high expectations for yourself that you cant ever really reach :/

i should put up ramblings of year 10 life, but i cbb :) picspam :)


BANANAS ;)

last day of junior high :')
manly men :)


10A girls, 2010 :)

this is my favouritest photo of our class ever. class of 10A, 2010, forever :)

you've finally found, you and i collide
goodbye, year 10, 2010. you were my favourite high-school year to date, and i loved youuuu :)
x.

Taking Chances

You know what I don't understand? Why big companies refuse to keep supporting famous people after theyve done something wrong. Like Chris Brown's new album is hardly advertised after he bashed Rihanna. And Tiger Woods lost all his sponsorships with the sports brands for his infidelities. I mean, its not like they're actually SUPPORTING women violence and cheating on your wife. Chris Brown's new album is amazing and waay better than some of the other crap everyone's so mad about. Tiger Woods is still a pretty good golfer. I'll always love those two men cos what they do out there is awesome. Don't you think they've already got enough from the media? Give these damn people back the things they deserve, cos everyone should get a second chance, right? . But thats my view of second chances I'm just saying, i think the industry has got all the wrong idea.

Harry Potter 7 today was FREAKING EPIC. However Hedwig's death was SO unrelenting like they just made her disappear. Dobby's death was so sad and i DID NOT cry. The movie was so scary though I swear it should be classified as part horror. There was this couple behind me that kept pressing/kicking on my seat. I hate it when that happens. Seriously, just keep your legs still!


Secret Santa was given out today and being the noob i am, I wrote 'Merry Christmas Samuel, from LJ' Who knew you werent supposed to write your name on it?! I also left all the price tags on the stationery =S Also I swear Max had me and asked Jeff to put it on my table hmm. But i love the nodding spiderman ! :D

Thanks everyone who made this day wonderful, I have so many photos on facebook and im sure heaps of others do too. Have a great last day tomorrow and enjoy the SUMMER!

Stolen Sanctuary

Woah I have never felt crapper and more frustrated. Heres a little replay of what happened yesterday night.

I was in my room writing those 38 christmas cards and listening to music and my ninja mother comes in and rips away my earphones explaining how it causes cancer o.O She goes outside before my dad comes in and kicks me out of my own room cos he feels like SLEEPING THERE o.O And then he gives me all this crap about why we shouldnt go holidaying because its flooding in Australia and how 767  planes are dangerous because theyre small WTH. And then he tells me about how its my fault for choosing a phone that breaks down. He goes 'why can't you choose a phone like mine- it DOES the same thing!' Im like oh dear papa o mine, i know you dont like texts and emails but YOUR PHONE HAS A FREAKING ANTENNA ON IT!' And then i storm out of my room and go outside to find a cocroach on the wall then run back into the study only to find another cocroach. This is when i burst into tears saying 'there are so many cocroaches!' I must have sounded so pathetic.
Today I called the exterminators ( as i like to call them) and theyre coming next week. Its surprising to know that cocroaches are in fact one of the cleanest animals around and they were in existence before the dinosaurs. Also, cockroaches are an excellent source of protein D=

Newais on a brighter note, maths was funny/interesting today cos we did polar co-ordinates and drew butterflies and spirals/seashells on graphs OMG Freya you are hilarious.I like laughing at slow people. It amuses me. My face got stamped, Alder dubbed Chris the model student and I realised this was our last friday double math with the 'two bells'. People still laughed at that even after a year O.O

today i figured out what the following meant:
troll= a person who does something to cause trouble
chime= to enter a conversation that you weren't really included in
G6 = a race car

I have a few new years resolutions that i've sorta started working on already: the main one being: meeting/befriending a new person each day. Today I met about 2 ( properly) but I am still gonna meet a few more tomorrow! Im not sure how, but even if it means talking to the dodgy looking guy on the train, then Im up for it =) I am also gonna make a photo album or scrapbook of Year 10, tidy up my room so it looks smexxily clean- maybe a bit of ikea may help, get Just Dance 2 Wii Game and...
wait for it...

Read the complete Harry Potter Series

 

Phoney

Happy Birthday Rach! Please wear the awesome badge tomorrow!

Ok so heres what happened yesterday at presentation night. My phone is broken so i cant call, text or even retrieve someones number to call to ask what time it starts. The cursor is basically 'held down' all the time, even tho its not so it keeps scrolling and scrolling and its all epileptic cos the lights start flashing. I assume it starts at 7.30 so i rock up to school to find it started at 7 and stage band is playing 3rd last. I decide to go home cos im hungry and Chandrew tells me to come back at 8.30 but im like ohh nah ill LEAVE home at 8.30. So i do that and when i get to school, I ask Jo what are they up to and she said 'we're finished' and i hear Roy going 'thanks to stage band for showing us their marvellous talent'. OHMAGOSH.

Oh and today i went to the repair centre to get the phone fixed and its ONE DAY over the warranty period but i use my awesome charming skills to convince the man to extend the warranty for another month. SCORE =D. And since its being repaired, all the stuff i had on it will be gone and i'm sad for that cos there were some things I found hard to let go of. Oh for the sake of the phone.

Started thinking about next year and I'm gonna use one of those lever arch folders and colour code my exercise books- guys tbh, using paper isnt good cos its disorganised and sorta lazy. But thats only my opinion. I'm gonna work more consistently and not that hard cos i have this theory of the paper towel. Where liquid is like knowledge, if you absorb all the liquid, there reaches a saturation point. Same with knowledge. And the more you try to absorb, the frailer you get and i swear the knowledge starts to drain out after this point. Take it easy everyone, its year 11.

HAHA in ag today johnny started pronging all the small potatoes onto one garden fork and it looked hilarious and pretty disgusting but then he passed it to Dopes who held it for a few seconds before getting owned by Hameed ROFL. Ag is always fun

Heyy does anyone realise that Adriana's publicist in 90210 looks SO MUCH like the evil lady in the Parent Trap? Alright guys, time for your opinion on this one:
 Which watch looks better? (theyre both Swarovski) 

cows with guns

youtube the title if you are confused andd curious. i must admit the stupid song was fairly catchy :/
' the steaks were too high - bad cow puns. lololol :D'

rewriting this whole blog post - does anyone else do that? i swear i type up whole day blogs and delete them because i didnt post them that day. and they are very THAT DAY specific. and OFC you cant post posts typed for that day on another day D: its simply not done D: so yes:/ anyways - year 7 orienteering tomorrow!

TREE HIFIVE FOR BEING THE ONLY TWO TO DO BOTH ORIENTEERING THINGYS :D lol :L

anyway apparently i tend to ramble on in blog posts and 'never talk about anything meaningful' WHICH IS UTTER ONSENSE. the random crap that floats thoguh my mind is totally meaningful :D umm - ill try to post a meaningful post up later? thats jsut retarted. but anwyays school has basically become really lazy - which is heaps fun in a way! sat there and ate pizza and soda whilst watching ranodm youtube video's. COWS WITH GUNS and COWS COWS COWS WAS SO FUNNY. and of courseee candy mountainnn - ALL TIME FAV :D IT IS SEIROUSLY FUNNY. IT GROWS ON YOU. THOSE WHO DONT LIKE IT JUST DONT UNDERSTAND :(

feel like going westfield parra and shopping now - but am already going thursday? i think. sooo its all good :) love how everyone is so christmassy - on the way home i saw a bus covered in tinsel and santa stickers! :D WHAT AN AWESOME BUS DRIVER. coolest bus ever :)

and all the busdrivers are so cheerful and say 'Goodmorning!' when you get on, and all the poor dudes dressed up in cotton santa suits standing outside in the summer sun outside a store waving at you. and free candycanes being handed out! :D and of course, shops being decorated in lovely christmas colours :) speakingggg of which, we wanted to steal parra westfield's christmas decorations for our formal - but i think thats illegal:/ but THEY ARE SO PRETTY :) anyone set up a christmas treeee?

sidenote: 10A secret santa is due monday :) if you have tinsel, please bring it in on monday, we are decorating our very own Christmas Kevin-Tree that day too :D lol i swear someone will just end up mummifying him in tinsel but whatevs :)

oooh lookie, a pet peeve -->

love FRIENDS :)

7 days of school left. 7 days of the green potato sack dress, of geography, history, electives. 7 days left of mucking around, teachers who don't take you seriously, knowing that assessments don't truly count in the end. 7 days left of junior high.

aw :(

ill seee some people at end of year tonight :)

ciao :)

x.

PS: despite this post being SEVERLY not perfected as i'd like, i posted it up. HAPPY D: ?

-____- beetroot be pure evil mehtinks :( my OCD is not going to like this :(

PPS: THE CRICKET--> HOLY MOLEY. SECOND DRAW. WTF.

PPPS: im guessing noone watches the cricket :/

PPPPS: i wonder if after a while, too many 'p's in the 'PS' looks a bit ridiculous .

PPPPPS: tumblr themes are annoying mee. >.>

PPPPPPS: this is the last one. i swear. bye :)!

PPPPPPPS: YOU BETTER BE HAPPY -____- "Hey, you guys in the living room all know what you want to do. You know, you have goals. You have dreams. I don't have a dream."
"Ah, the lesser-known 'I don't have a dream' speech." guess the quote? :D